Its a new year . A new place for me . I had left UDM (known as Unisza now) with mixed experiences . I tend to think it was a mistake to choose to continue my law studies there . I was really messed up . But Alhamdulillah , I was given the second chance to continue my studies at UKM .
Only God knows how thankful I am to be here in UKM pursuing my studies in law . So its been few weeks since my class started . Looking at all the STPM students , I felt so small . Their CGPA's were just over the top . In a good way of course . But I did not have many friends here as I did in my Asasi days. They were like persona non grata to me. Some of them were very friendly. And some of them just playing the “Where did you come from ?” thingy. But im getting to know them , so do they . But i know we're gonna get along really well soon . because we're going to spend 4 years looking at the same face over and over again . :)
Yesterday I had only my MLS class . I found out that tutor and lecture classes are different from what I had in UDM . I mean the teaching techniques are different . So my credit hours are 17. With Malaysian Legal System, Contract Law And Constitutional Law are on my belt, Im scared . Scared that the history is about to repeat. Having nightmares on how to study and answer the questions that I had really messed up.
Seeing other students chilling, going to KL during weekend just give me the creeps to hang out. I just wanted to study, study, and study during my time here. But can I really keep this up ? I mean it is simple to say it but to maintain it , I need to give my 110% or even more . I can't let my mum sad again . I have to prove to people out I can do this eventhough I had never dreamt of taking law .Now I really hoped that I could pursue my dreams of becoming successful. aminnn ... :)
